Writers block

Its about as big my HOUSE.

Seriously, who has writers block big enough to stop them writing in their blog? Their blog. It seems that Chesney Hawkes is the only entity to even make me dare to write down in this web log of mine.

Artistic creativity is fine, however. I've churned out some brilliant stuff. it seems that my creativity ebbs in two rivers and hasnt got the ability to multitask, being one or the other. Unlike my real life, In which I am finding myself in more and more situations where I am required to make tea, cook, write application forms and wash up the dishes all in the space of 5- 10 minuites. Jesus, im not superwoman. Which I really, dearly wish i were sometimes.

On another, more cheerful note, It was mine and Daniels first Valentine's day together, In which started with a little bit of a comedic whimper rather than a full blown passionate affair, much unlike some other, luckier couples. In the middle of our *ahem* antics, we were surprised to my dear old daddy-in-law bursting in, opening curtains, yelling all the way. Its like he knew...

However the day carried on quite nicely, and built up more and more into quite simply, the best Valentines day i have ever had the pleasure to experience. Jesus, I am so very lucky to have my daniel. I think that very often nowadays.

Sometimes I think it too often. Sometimes I find myself, in the middle of our hugs, suddenly gripping onto his back and holding him as tight as I can, as though any hug might be our last. I dunno, I get so very frightened sometimes, anything can happen around the corner. Sometimes I find myself praying that nothing will come along to ruin this wonderful gift we both share. I might be negative, paranoid, whatever. But whatever comes along in the future, I intend to treasure every secnd we have together.

And on another note (phew, this writing exactly whats on your mind thing really seems to have worked), my cousin Marie is coming to stay with us this weekend. And frankly, I couldnt be happier. She's safe here. She has me, Mum, John and Daniel all here, looking after her. Well, not so much Daniel as of yet as they are practically still strangers, but that doesnt matter as of yet. They're shy of eachother still, but he's still got her back. Anyway, the reasons why she is gracing us with her presence this weekend is quite classified and not exactly what I want plastered over the internet and only known to a few friends and family, but to you, it's a long story. So I wont tell.

Nyah.

Well, that seems to have worked for the second. Oh yeah, you might wonder why the post from last month has been deleted. it caused me a huge amount of guilt (brought on by myself) and for personal reasons I am taking it down. But, Im still a supporter of topfree!

Hooray!

*Also, I have a job interview next week. Wish me luck! ;)